It was last
summer that I realized it.
How I was
drawn to the summer weeds,
the flowers,
along the roadsides.
I truly soaked
in their beauty.
But it was
more than their beauty I was moved by.
I contemplated this new emotion.
(“New” because
I always would have said I loved
the soft and delicate flowers of spring most.)
Why would
these wild and gangly weeds
unexpectedly
be so much more beautiful to me?
I pondered.
It was my
second summer with Lyme Disease
and its
complications.
I was eternally
tired.
I was in pain.
I felt was surviving.
But only
surviving.
I absorbed
the wild weed’s beauty.
These are flowers
whose roots go deep.
The kind
whose stems bend tenaciously and
refuse to
break when you attempt to pick them.
Over the summer
I observed
as they grew in the summer heat
along the
dirt roads, along the interstate,
and everywhere
in-between.
They persisted in soil that was dry and
rocky.
They
survived the worst of the summer thunderstorms.
Their beauty
was not fleeting.
I considered
the roadside weeds
and I
considered my own life.
And I knew
why I felt a connection.
Because...
these weeds are survivors.
And while they are surviving,
they bloom.
“But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you,
for my power is made perfect in weakness.’
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses,
so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses,
in insults, in hardships, in
persecutions, in difficulties.
For when I am weak, then I
am strong.”
2 Corinthians 12:9,10